Maps I drew while escaping the glass prison
"These aren't essays. They're exploit code. Use them however you need to break out of your own system."
Essays on dissociation, foster care trauma, and the long road from watching life through glass to finally living it. This is the raw documentation of integration—the process of becoming whole after spending decades as a passenger in my own life.
The voice that told me I was worthless wasn't my enemy. It was trying to save me.
For years I thought the critical voice was sabotaging me. Then I realized it was a sentry—stationed at my consciousness perimeter, doing the only job it knew: keep me invisible so I wouldn't get hurt.
Access File →Dissociation doesn't end when you "wake up." It echoes.
Even after integration, the old patterns replay. The autopilot kicks in. The glass walls shimmer back into place. This is about learning to recognize the echo before it becomes the prison again.
Coming SoonWhat happens when the passenger finally takes the wheel?
Integration sounds like victory. But what do you do when you finally claim the life you've been watching from behind glass—and realize you don't know how to drive?
Coming Soon